Thursday, 7 September 2017

Never Settle for Less Than What You Deserve

Hello readers!
Here some words I wanna share at here. Just so I can read again and again to remind me that I deserve more than I have to go through now.

"If you think that you're worthless, think again honey 'cause you're not. Never settle for less than what you deserve.  Never run back to what broke you and never ever beg for someone to stay in your life. If they leave, let them. 'Cause what's meant for you will always find its way back to you.

You can't force someone to love you, you can't force someone to feel the same way for you and it's okay. You broke up for a reason so never beg someone to stay in your life 'cause if they want to they won't leave you in the first place. If he truly loves you, he'll find a way to stay even though there are million reasons to walk away. 

Relationships shouldn't make you feel broken, beaten, and exhausted. If they do, you’re going to have no energy, no self-esteem, no will to be all you can be, and this isn't what relationships are about. If this resonates with you, maybe it’s time to wave the white flag and move on to avoid further damage.

Not all relationships are built to last, no matter how badly you wish they would. Would you prefer to stay in a relationship that fills your heart with pain or find a new relationship that fills your heart with love and joy? When you learn to value yourself, you will attract people who know your worth and avoid people who want to chip away at your happiness.

We deserve a person who will love us unconditionally, even at our worst. A person who wants nothing but to see our genuine smile. Someone who will listen to our complaints, rants, plans and dreams. Someone who wants nothing but the best for us. If you aren't being treated like you are an amazing and worthy person, something is wrong. You are one amazing, beautiful and peculiar person. If you are with someone who fails to see these in you, then you are settling for less than you deserve. And you should stop. I repeat. YOU SHOULD STOP. 

I know it's hard. It's motherfucking hard. You keep on blaming yourself. You keep on asking where did you go wrong. You keep on making excuses and justifications. You tell yourself to try harder and change for the better because he might end up appreciating you, and that maybe he'll see how wonderful you are again. But honey, no. He won't. Please don't lose yourself loving someone so much. Do not lose yourself trying to please someone else. Because someone out there will accept you not only for who you are but will also love you with all your flaws and imperfections. Yes, you love that person so much. You had so much memories with him, You had your best and worst days with him. You care about him a lot. But the question is, does he still feel the same for you? If you feel like you're being let down and not being cared just as much, why settle for that? Again, you should stop. Think about yourself. You deserve better than that. 

Just cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it. Chin up, princess and pick up your tiara. You have so much more to experience. There's so much more to life than that. Remember, know your worth and never ever settle for less than you deserve."

- 💪 (via: Preach It)

P/s: I'm going to come back stronger. If I really have to let you go (if you really going to engage with her, the girl that u just cheated on me for a month), I will let you go and let our 4 years of relationship fade away. But for now I will cherish you and our relationship eventhough I'm keeping the pain inside. I love you, Muhammad Azeem. I always do <3

Tuesday, 27 June 2017

A Dream Thought.

Assalamualaikum & Bonjour!
Eid Mubarak to all Muslim(S) !!

It's been so long since the last time I update a new post right? Meh not a big matter because yeah, nobody's gonna read anyway lol. But nvm, I write to express, not to grab any attention. Hehehe.

So, what's the topic today? Basically, nothing. Hahaha. I just feel like writing. But i don't know what topic should I write about. 

But here some thoughts that came to my mind these few days.

1. I really wanna build an empire. A legacy for my generation. Sounds big right? Hahaha yes it is a big dream! I wanna have my own shoes brand. Yup a shoes brand. I don't know why but I really want to own a shoes business. But I don't know how to start it. Should I join Jimmy Choo's shoes class at KL? Hahaha. But that's my long-term goals. For now I just wanna finish my degree.

2. I have a dream of building a kampung house for my parents. The location should be near to sawah padi (WAJIBUL GUNNAH) and of course in Kedah. It will have a huge long green laman which can fits up to 7 cars because yknow, I got 5 siblings including me and currently my parents have 2 cars. Also, the house should have 6 rooms with a bathroom in them so bila raya, everyone can stay there, no need to stay at hotel lulz. And, I will build a small gazebo besides the sawah padi, but still in the fence lah. I will plant a Pelam's tree a few meters from the gazebo and under the tree there is a set of chairs and a table. Just to chilling in the evening. The house concept will be rumah kampung full of classic vibes plus some modern touch! It will be Negeri 9 type of house with the design of Melaka tangga! Hahaha can you imagine it? I have seen this type of houses a lot at Rembau and Melaka. So i wanna build one for my parents! Wait imma put some pictures as examples also as a reference for the future.
Credit: Google

Credit: Marahan Mamat

Can you imagine the happiest celebration of Raya that's going to happen here?! Omg and full of magnificent spot for photoshoot! Hahaha! Please pray I will achieve this before I get married! Aamin!

3. I wanna grad with First Class Degree so bad. Yup, mainly because I don't wanna pay my PTPTN's debt :p My CGPA is amazing for now. I hope I can maintain it until my last semester of degree!

4. I WANT A CAT (yep im a crazy cat lady smh) Scottish Fold would be nice. Also a Munchkin. As long as they have short fur and manja af, I love it! Short fur tapi gebu gebas eii geram!

5. Iriz, Yup a car. So far Proton Iriz capture my heart. Elegant af! The maroon one!

6. My own house. A bungalow. HAHAHAHHAAHAH. Aaaaminnn!

8. I WANT A TWIN. Yes, anak kembar. Tapi tu lah, baka tu nak cari mana hahahaha. So far aku plan, to have 6 children. First should be a son, second should be a daughter, third&fourth should be a twin (boys), fifth should be a daughter, and sixth should be a boy! I want my daughters to have a big brother because I don't have any big brother sobs sobs sobs T.T And I hope all of my boys going to be so handsome and all the girls can hardly breathing. HAHAHAHA. And my daughters will have perfect flawless skins and slay in every outfits they will be wearing. Lmao what am I even thinking hahahaha.

9. Marriage? Erm, this one. So far tak terfikir lagi. But I do have someone. If I lose him, that's mean I'm going to be a single cat lady forever em.


11. I wanna stop being such a hot-tempered lady. Seriously.

12. I want a new laptop. No. I NEED a new laptop because my current laptop is rosak..... 


So I guess that's all? Lmao. Part 2 will be up later if there's more!
Thank you for reading! (lmao is there anyone reading this?)

Till we meet again!


Monday, 30 January 2017

#Freebies : Simple Headers (Part 1)

Bonjour, readers!
So, since I'm on my semester break right now, I decided to create a few headers for anyone who in need/newbies. A real simple header lol. I'm still learning. But I've tried my best to make it looks elegant and plus I'm so sleepy now. Huhuhu.

If you like it, take it and leave a comment on this post so I know my artwork do capture a few hearts lol or maybe I need an improvement so do tell me. If you wanna put your blog address, do let me know via my Twitter (look at the sidebar). Slide into the DM okay? And also, most of these headers are suitable for girls only huhuhu sorry.

Steps to use these headers:

1. Leave a comment to notify me.
2. Right click and click 'Save Image as'
3. Upload on your Header Section.

Header 1

Header 2

Header 3

Header 4

Thank you and I hope I help some people that need a header for their blog hehehe!
Good night!

Credit goes to: Freepik! <3

Best Regards,